Wed 3rd Sept 2008 immune

Firstly, i dislike/hate stereotypes, judgements, negativity.

i mean like, they keep on making fun of what you do, because they do not know why you do it. And also they poke fun at you, dont believe that you will ever make it to the top and stuff...

And like, lets say you have a talent. I respect that talent and give my support for it even though it doesnt concern me you know? but when its the other way round, somehow or rather, due to the stereotypical impression of what society makes them/us out to be, they laugh and keep on prodding you nerves... its just so annoying.

it doesnt really affect me though but just would like to say this because if this carries on, i mean, its not going to do everyone any good is it? we'll just have more disagreements and there goes the unity we all wanted... o wells. i cant do anything. but yeahh.












(i mean, alot of people look at you and they think its strange what you're doing, but obviously those are the people who do not know much about it)

(i have to cut my emotions off, become cold, in a sort of way, in order to focus on the regime)

(if my car got stolen outside this instant, i couldnt be bothered, you know? i mean, i trained myself for that kind of thing, to be cold)














apart from all those, really encouraged and surprised by a my officer. during the end of the meeting and like we prayed abit. i was so shocked that someone actually prayed for me and believed in me and like showed concern to the sport that i would pursue and yeahh, really never felt so good to know that actually there are still some who care ( apart from my parents of course ), and some who know what i can achieve and know that i would be able to press on . mmmm yeah. so touched.







Mr Robin Ang, Jeremy Pan and Daniel =]


heartfelt thanks to 3 people for encouraging me through these tough weeks and the weeks to come. ahh. i just love the team spirit we small group have. just so different and cant be found anywhere else. other people are too caught up with their own lives. hmm. but its okayy. jiayou everyone. ://